Bottom of the 9th

Tomorrow night after work I am driving to Dahlonega to stay with Carla for a few days. I think it's probably too late for me to not put too much pressure on things, but this is going to have to be a really kickass visit. I'm going to go visit her this week and then she's coming to visit me next week over Valentine's day... I think that whether or not Carla and I end up continuing things is going to come down to these two visits and a whooooooole lot of thought and prayer.

I've gone through this before - there are even blogs about the whole thing toward the beginning of the archives - where I was having pretty serious doubts about the relationship and then we were able to spend some time together and everything was more or less fine. I hope that'll be the case this time... *crosses fingers*... we'll see.